Things that are gone in the morning.

[corvaxgirl]

I am convinced that there are things that plot against me.

1. My toilet. As the solidary toilet in my condo, it knows it holds all the cards and failing to function would be an expensive and unavoidable immediate repair.

2. My car. Oil changing and brake pad changing is not enough to feed all of its beastly desires. Despite fairly recent fixes of most major repairs, it lies in wait to blow a tire, have some electrical thingie bust, or some kind of thing that makes it not go and need immediate repair that I cannot beg for from friends.

3. My appendix. Despite regular visits to all doctors to make sure all of my parts are in good working order, my appendix is silent but costly. Should it decide to explode in a fit of pique it would be omg expensive.


These are the things that freak me out. I spend a likely unnecessary amount of time worrying about these things (with an added 4. What if I randomly lose my job?) as the costs to repair these things are nebulous and pricey. I would like to have enough money to take care of all of these things at will, but I just don't. I'm working on savings (an uphill battle at best). I consolidated my credit cards but it's going to take approximately forever 4 years to finish paying them off and needless to say the banks aren't exactly giving out credit cards like candy now a days.

Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming.